You know…i haven’t gotten sick alot here but when I do it’s been pretty violent. And these past few days have been quite awful for me. I think I’m regaining my strength since this morning. My throat is still killing me (like someone put a knife jaggedly down my throat). I couldn’t sleep last night cus I was sweating my pants off till like 6 am. -,-


It would only happen to me…

It would only happen to me…where I go to a winery and get freakin’ wasted. Omg worst feeling evverrrrr~ threw up at least 5 times. How does that happen?? I was tipsy by the 3rd wine tasting. >.< I guess it didn’t help that I didn’t eat much of a breakfast. Gosh seriously never felt so bad in my life…

Boston here I come!

Well it seems that I will be doing research in Boston this summer! Beyond excited and grateful for what God has provided for me. I will be researching anorexia and its effect on peak bone mass. ūüôā Although I’m nervous at the same time, I hope that I will be able to do my very best there.


Psalm 34: 1-10

1 I will praise the Lord at all times.
I will constantly speak his praises.
2 I will boast only in the Lord;
let all who are helpless take heart.
3 Come, let us tell of the Lord’s greatness;
let us exalt his name together.

4 I prayed to the Lord, and he answered me.
He freed me from all my fears.
5 Those who look to him for help will be radiant with joy;
no shadow of shame will darken their faces.
6 In my desperation I prayed, and the Lord listened;
he saved me from all my troubles.
7 For the angel of the Lord is a guard;
he surrounds and defends all who fear him.

8 Taste and see that the Lord is good.
Oh, the joys of those who take refuge in him!
9 Fear the Lord, you his godly people,
for those who fear him will have all they need.
10 Even strong young lions sometimes go hungry,
but those who trust in the Lord will lack no good thing.


I have a couple of stressors that I want to pray about:

1) Back in January, I was going to go to Ski Apache to ski. However after I heard from other people how terrible the conditions were, I found out that they lied in their website. On their website they claimed that it was snowy but in reality the people who actually visited said it was icy and quite dangerous to ski. So I disputed with my bank to get a refund back. However now the ski place sent us a rebuttal saying how the dispute is not valid. It’s kind of stressing me out…hopefully I can work out something with my bank tomorrow. I’m sure everybody who turns to an adult deals with crooks but I’m just really hoping justice will win in this case.

2) My mom enrolled in obamacare but it is kind of frustrating having to deal with the system. I just hope this Obamacare does do some good to my mom and the American people.

3) I need to lose weight. I’m not even asking for much…I’m just trying to go back to my college weight which is 3-5 pounds away. And yet it’s been so hard! 5 pounds is seriously all I ask ¬†for.


Food Diaries #1

Hello! I’m going to start a new blog post of what I exactly eat during a day or maybe even a week. I always forget to take pictures of food that don’t seem as exciting to me…so it will take me a while for me to even get a hang of this. This one will focus on what I’ve been drinking frequently in the mornings…Kale Smoothie!


Requires: Nutribullet or some sort of blender

My portions are for the size of a nutribullet (one tall cup such as the one seen above)…so perhaps 2 cups?

Jean’s Green Kale Smoothie:

two large scoops of greek yogurt (honey flavored…try Greek Gods they’re absolutely delicious! tastes like ice cream), destemmed kale leaves (i usually put 3 or 4), banana, strawberry (or any sweet fruits you have on hand), and soy milk. Blend until smooth.

It’s a great way to add greens to my diet when sometimes it gets so busy to cook!

My guilty pleasure meal yesterday:


mmm…Tapas…so so good. Grilled asparagus and honeyed dates wrapped in bacon and pecans. My bf and I also had couple other plates and 3 glasses of sangria each :O. We pigged out like none other…but it’s okay as long as you balance it out right? hehe…

I’m flying off back home today! I’m doing this blog in the airport~ excited to eat good Asian food O.O


LOoonng freaking day

Today was not a good start…last night I broke my phone (now it’s shattered barely hanging together), my stupid downstairs neighbor obnoxiously turned on music at 12 am while the wind was howling outside. And my caffeine hadn’t worn away by nighttime was I stayed up all freaking night. SUPPPEEEERRRRRR. Oh …need…sleep.